hhuhh . ..... ..
NOW , i dont know why but i'd really want to be true to myself and ofcos to all of u [all- ? , i meant any if anyone mistakenly reads ds]
REMORSE n REGRET . . . this is all what flashes continously to me in context to CONFESSIONS .
WAIT . . . . plz dont think of me as a criminal , i mean i did not kill , rape or kidnap any fucker..
it's like...more like same shit different day . I mean i had been very mean , reckless , unascetic and alwez been confused , confusion ultimately screwed it all !
i have alwez been confused in figuring out the vague line of control between INFATUATIONS , LOVE , DESPERATION n SEX .
OKAY , i dun wanna elaborate the above lines so SHUT tHE FUCK UP all desperate givers and takers .
now starting with all the above used adjectives one by one :
MEAN :
- This aint copied fron mean girls niether is it a plot of it's upcoming third part .. bleeehh
Apparently
i'm not here to provide you with the word meanings..
i had been mean with some , no taking names strictly , i'd like to apologize to them all . This is ofcourse me going public , apologizing n confessing .
confusion plays a critical role in all of this .
;)
RECKLESS :
LAST MONTH ,
i lost my cell phone and lappy . So , see i ended up screwing ownself . I really hate this reckless part of me the most. . .
oohhh... i frgot . .. . . i mean yeaah yeeaah i know ive been reckless with all my relationships . Be it boy/girlfriend(s) or........................
nnah dts it .
THOUGH , im the new modified and updated siddhant :D
BUT still im a bit reckless (already stated the last month example)
plzz wish me na , and plz stop wishing ill for me , he "THE ALIMIGHTY" has started taking those prayers of you seriously , like literally . =((
UNASCETIC :
Well , this one should bother you the least . . . as a matter of fact it doesnt even bothers me.
i ain't give a shit about this one , i mean who does ?
i know that because i know ain't nobody is ascetic here.
I dun wanna fake guys , im waking up from insinde (jokes apart) .
i can be good as well , hey i wasnt that bad either , so up yours..fucckkk yyeeewww !
And people i never was a playboy in literall sense , it just occured that way for mee.... it just happened that way overnight.. it really did . (full offense welcomed)
i wanna start things afresh , im not "born this way" (fuck yew lady gaga) =P
( who'd fuck her ? i mean eeeewwwww.... im not doing that you dipshits)
areyy baba ... ... .. i love you all =))
this is the way i am and ive alwez been -
cursing
joking
fooling
fighting around.....
cmon lets give this another chance , im good and i aint gonna screw it all again... because im not that JACKASS.
so i beleive in me , because honestly this was written only for self satisfaction .
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
time for a smoke
bbye :)
P.S - u know i dont smoke ryt ?
