MISSION CONFESSION

hhuhh . ..... ..

NOW , i dont know why but i'd really want to be true to myself and ofcos to all of u [all- ? , i meant any if anyone mistakenly reads ds]

REMORSE n REGRET . . .  this is all what flashes continously to me in context to CONFESSIONS .
WAIT . . . .  plz dont think of me as a criminal , i mean i did not kill , rape or kidnap any fucker..
it's like...more like  same shit different day . I mean i had been very mean , reckless , unascetic and alwez been confused , confusion ultimately screwed it all !
i have alwez been confused in figuring out the vague line of control between INFATUATIONS , LOVE , DESPERATION n SEX .
OKAY , i dun wanna elaborate the above lines so SHUT tHE FUCK UP all desperate givers and takers .

now starting with all the above used adjectives one by one :

MEAN :
- This aint copied fron mean girls niether is it a plot of it's upcoming third part .. bleeehh

Apparently
i'm not here to provide you with the word meanings..
i had been mean with some , no taking names strictly , i'd like to apologize to them all . This is ofcourse me going public , apologizing n confessing .

confusion plays a critical role in all of this .
 ;)

RECKLESS :
LAST MONTH ,
i lost my cell phone and lappy . So , see i ended up screwing ownself . I really hate this reckless part of me the most. . .
oohhh... i frgot . .. . . i mean yeaah yeeaah i know ive been reckless with all my relationships . Be it boy/girlfriend(s) or........................
nnah dts it .
THOUGH , im the new modified and updated siddhant :D
BUT still im a bit reckless (already stated the last month example)
plzz wish me na , and plz stop wishing ill for me , he "THE ALIMIGHTY" has started taking those prayers of you seriously , like literally . =((

UNASCETIC :
Well , this one should bother you the least . . . as a matter of fact it doesnt even bothers me.
i ain't give a shit about this one , i mean who does ?
i know that because i know ain't nobody is ascetic here.

I dun wanna fake guys , im waking up from insinde (jokes apart) .
i can be good as well , hey i wasnt that bad either , so up yours..fucckkk yyeeewww !

And people i never was a playboy in literall sense , it just occured that way for mee.... it just happened that way overnight.. it really did . (full offense welcomed)

i wanna start things afresh , im not "born this way"  (fuck yew lady gaga) =P

( who'd fuck her ? i mean eeeewwwww.... im not doing that you dipshits)

areyy baba ... ... .. i love you all =))
this is the way i am and ive alwez been -
cursing
joking
fooling
fighting   around.....

cmon lets give this another chance , im good and i aint gonna screw it all again... because im not that JACKASS.
so i beleive in me , because honestly this was written only for self satisfaction .

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.

time for a smoke
bbye :)

P.S - u know i dont smoke ryt ?

VULNERABLE ARSENAL - Fabregas , Clichy , Nasri are likely to leave !

Arsenal manager Arsene Wenger is content to play the waiting game, despite reports gathering pace that Cesc Fabregas, Samir Nasri and Gael Clichy could all be set for exits.Though the gunners have not yet made any confirmations about the same . On the other hand BARCELONA  is showing crystal clear signs of it's strong desire to have the SPANISH international FABREGAS.


CESC  himself has been very careful in making any type of statements about the issue recently , on Wednesday refusing to rule anything out or in, simply saying he was "calm'' over the whole situation.


The European champions are expected to improve their £27 million offer, and while that is still likely to be undervaluing the Gunners' captain, a deal is anticipated to be agreed.


Coming to the other two very important bearers of arsenal shirt CLICHY and NASRI ,  who are both out of contract at the end of next season, over demands for inflated wages, with free-spending Manchester City now unsurprisingly a likely destination for both.


"We are in a waiting period, everybody is waiting that the other [club] moves,'' Wenger said in an interview with Alsace TV.
"Everybody has their cards in [their] hands, hoping for the big transfer.


To keep up to this cut-throat competition level , the stakes are  higher than ever , very naturally the arsenal fans will be demanding some additions in order to balance the expected departures.


Defence is an area where wenger himself feels the need to be improved , with Bolton centre-back Gary Cahill emerging as the preferred candidate, although whether the Gunners will match his £17 million price tag remains to be seen.


Argentina youngster Ricardo Alvarez says it would be a "dream'' for him to move to Arsenal, but the agent of Brazilian midfielder Denilson claims interest from AC Milan is unfounded, and as such the player will report back for pre-season next week.


The Arsenal manager, though, knows after another season which promised so much but failed to deliver following a cataclysmic collapse after defeat in the Carling Cup final, the focus will be on just how Arsenal can respond, with title rivals already active in the transfer market.


that's all on soccer for 2day ,
signing off ..
stay tuned for more updates :)

The Game goes INTERNATIONAL wwuuhhhhuuuu !!

Manchester United vs Arsenal  . . . . clash of soccer giants  , n for a die-hard man-u fan like me nothing else could have made the Saturday night perfect than man-u making the gunners cry for the ball(s) [DOUBLE MEANING , shit , not again]..


i was prepared , my original man-u jersey was ready , washed and pressed on contrary to my other levi's and nike casuals which according to me could be worn even if they are all tattered , shady and torn . But no compromises with soccer !
screw yew Mr gaikwaad for having made all d plans of spoiling our night and not letting us watch for what meant the most for me in this whole crappy world [for the time being]..by loading all the months homework within 2 days.. damn you!
who cares ?...huh..


5:30 pm... my nokia sings - "cut my life into pieces...this is my last resort" - papa roach
its akshay on the line-
aks - "shitface , wakeup we gotta leave it's getting late for TOONS ! u lazy ass "
he was crying like a baby who just took crap in his pants lol undies ,oops !


me -" give me 10 mins"


aks - "u have 5 !"


DAMN IT , i made a sprint to the hostel washroom , the shit+urine cocktail smell rushed through my nostrils , my wind pipe burned with the same , enough I QUIT.


this is why I hate common toilets especially hostel ones , they are so stinky , gooosshh..


face washed , hairs gelled ,deo all over , n READY !


V were three boys me , akshay and pranay going to TOONS for the match!
now is the time u people should be made aware about TOONS , it is my heaven , the place is ridiculously rocking !
it is basically a sports bar rather sports pub , the only exception being that only beer is served ....
the entry charge [cover] for a saturday night great match is just 250 per person so that earns it +5 for being cheap as well ;)


the match ended , MAN-U ..... wwuuuhhuuuuu !
i was high , happy and out of my senses , man the match was awesum [love you rooney:) ]
the final cheque paid by us was 2100 that makes it 700 per person.. n 700 was all for beer , dude we were really drunk
..
11:30 pm
deserted streets , but autorickshaws waiting ....... to rob us of all the money !


i hate this night charges thing :X


pranay [the tanker] - "dude , i wanna drink more , i dont wanna go back to hostel so early , the fun has just begun .... plz yaaarrr "


akshay - "siddhu what say ?? kya karna hain ? "


m3 - "we go to leather lounge... "
i shouted as i pointed my finger towards an over-lighted and decorated board that read -LEATHER LOUNGE- disc and pub


 and was appearing to be open and lively at that time !


we marched towards the decided destination leaning over each other..


guys , i did mention before that it was weekend , saturday night , and you go to a club , you know well you have to pay entry charges !


pranay - "dude , how much for the entry "


bouncer - "800 including 400 cover "


folks , we were financially fcuked up , but this was not what exactly came to our mind instantly..
what came was "where the fuck do we find  ATM here ? "
friends , when u r wasted , stuff like money doesnt matter any more as long as you are getting to enjoy and have crazy times !


finally , got stamped , we entered..
Frankly i never in my dreams expected such a sexy crowd , and that too chineese girls the asian gems ! no chance..


800 were seriously never been invested so wisely before .
the crowd was fab , amazing , delicious [naughty boyy =P]... we grabbed our cover drinks and sat along side the bar... browsing around the girls....to be precise the short skirts and trying to find the shottest one before the other two :P , trying to proove the superiority in these skills over each other.


after some 15-20 minutes , we decided to go dancing ! there was a group of 8 chinkey girls , i mean thats what we call hot chineese girls dancing beside us..


after an hour we were tired of that hip-hop show off dance , so we went crazy again forgetting about the hot bitches...


i pushed pranay , the "lucky for me" pranay pushed me back and hard... i stumbled and till the time i could regain my balance , i felt like some soft feathers held me and helped me stand again....i turned around , believe it or not it was a chineese girl , i thought such a type of cute girl was a myth , but it was true , lol it was a joke lol a myth.....hahahahaha
but dude , r u kidding me , she was damn cute , like a doll , like an angel..
shotter than me [one of the many reasons i love chinneese chicks]......white as milk , strawberry red lips , hairs perfectly let down on her shoulders tracing her back... she wore a tube-cut black coloured one piece gown [showing the vertical smile upto where one would develop curiosity and want to jump inside them and find out what exaclty is inside it] ...with black stilettoes completing a flawless look..


she came close , adrenaline rushed in through my nerves , i swallowed a big lump of saliva , i  sweated like a tap left open , my heartbeat boosted as if sumone switched on NOS inside it... i was going to fade..


she came closer..... and asked me to dance with her.. i couldnt believe , i was lost , empty!


she holded my hand firmly
 i fell in love with her hold , please take me with u , im ur puppy , ur swine, im dead sure i would have started to wag my tail incase i had one.


 she dragged me from the corner to the exact centre of the dance floor... n we started dancing !


she grabbed her waist with my hand , rubbing her butt with my most sensitive area [u know exactly where bitches]...and guys we were all over the placee...and there were my two friends burning with jealousy , burning on over fuel even fire extinguisher wouldnt have been of much use to them...
suddenly after trying all the slutty dance steps , activating my scrambled eggs between the legs...my personal flagpost had been raised horizontally...
now . comes the best part of the night and part i still dont beleive actually happened though akshay and pranay keep reminding me of it being the poor witnesses...


the chinkey pushed me to a pillar right in the middle of the dance floor and kissed me on my lips , and then kissed me again and again..
now was the time to set my beast free..i pushed her back grabbed her waist swyped the sides , now she was the one resting on the pillar and we both opened our mouth wide open and eated each other like cannibals cutting throught meat...
ofcourse i was using my hands keeping them very busyy ! ;)


all was going well until akshay came and whispered in my ears -
"fcuker u 2 are on the spotlight"


guys, what do u expect me than to do ?


yea , xactly i did the same




me - "who gives a shit ? "


than sudenly a petite chineese boy came , grabbed the girls hand and dragged her out of the theque......


no conversations , no addressing each other , we were on are business the very next moment we came close ,..
this was the story of my  DEBUT  in clubs .... the very first time ever went to any disc and indeed a special one...


it was like a very special feeling having made out in the middle of a club , with all eyes on you , making other guys jealous , burning their asses , i loved it all..specially those red lips and dat cute face... man all thanks to PRANAY, there is a reason i call him "lucky for me" ... if he wouldnt have pushed me with that power...it wouldnt have happened..
so , now  my makeout hall of fame has grown bigger , with one more girl joining it and that too being chineese , not any indian .... so that means i have some international stunts done.....
THE GAME GOES INTERNATIONAL... I HOPE FOR MANY MORE TO COME..
signing off//
gotta go for nytout lol !
tada
gn :)

SELF-START

hello everybody ,
 here i go , doing which has never been my thing .
this is totally not me . i mean i bet that everybody rather anybody even slightly acquainted to me would never believe me writing a BLOG .
 i've been always pictured by myself and by others as -
                                                                                   1)good for nothing
                                                                                   2)desperate... [according to me guys are desperate , aren't they ?  ]
                                                                                   3)lazy mammal
i actually love being the third 1 , and i support people fr regarding me 1 as . i just love being lazy...it feels kingly !
special ... [what?-- ignore]

some key facts about my  blog -
* i know nothing about writing a blog
* this is just an attempt of mine to try something new
* i suck big time in writing
* yes , i am desperate =P [ssshhhh....now this should be between me and you only fellas]
                                                                             
So , starting with the only good thing [according to me, could be bullshit according to you ] about me or lets put it his way the only thing ive been good this whole very time is undoubtedly GIRLS , hell yeaahh....

im not at all good looking , short , having not so dark complexion , i am certainly not a casanova or something , its just that ive been LUCKY n i would like to sincerely thank THE ALMIGHTY for this...you've been very supportive !
be it double dating , one night stand(s) , fuck buddies , love at first site , some girls ditched me and vice versa... it has all been happening to me periodically !
it's not like i was born asshole, there have been many incidents that led to my transformation from a lover boy to fucker boy... but yea m no more d latter n ofcourse not d former !
[girls did u see that m no more the latter ... ]
i promise you folks to enlighten you all with some of my favourite incidents ....... till than i would quit boring u all for sometime....
trash-writing will be resumed shortly ! :) ;)